Saturday, August 19th, 2006 12:11 am
IHTS it has been a busy day today.

Finally put some faces to names.

"Terry's Bedtime Stories" overran by about 45 mins, made up predominantly of readings from Wintersmith. But finished off with a couple of excerpts from Making Money.

Also, I find that out in public, I truly am more comfortable being Alice than Alan, so I think it is time to close the door on that part of my life. [livejournal.com profile] lproven did ask the question "Why?", when I bumped into him. The answer was essentially a synopsis of the post way back in May. Fall on my sword or be who I truly am.

Goodnight from Hinckley.

Alice.
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Friday, August 18th, 2006 11:45 pm (UTC)
Hihi
Back home briefly.
Nice to have seen you again, as Alice, for the first time, and Alan for possibly the last time.
See you again tomorrow...um...later today :)

Friday, August 18th, 2006 11:49 pm (UTC)
Fall on my sword or be who I truly am.

That's pretty much it, isn't it? There comes a point when we can't sustain it any more, and there's a simple choice - transition, or the abyss.

Staring into the abyss wasn't nice.
Saturday, August 19th, 2006 05:59 am (UTC)
It is one place I didn't everexpect to be, and certainly don't want to go again.

Alice.
Saturday, August 19th, 2006 06:01 am (UTC)
I shall have to wander to OPS and see if they can do ma naother (arghh, the mild dyslexia takes over again) me another badge.

Alice.
Saturday, August 19th, 2006 06:38 am (UTC)
Alice for SC, then?
Saturday, August 19th, 2006 07:36 am (UTC)
Yep. A certain sense of unrealness (I'm just playing a part damn it!) exists when I'm in situations (for instance at work) where for one reason or another I'm Alan.

I have on a nuber of occasions when addressed as Alan, I've almost corrected the speaker.

Alice.
Saturday, August 19th, 2006 09:36 pm (UTC)
I'm here at the con. not sure if i've met you. look out for insert-name-here
Saturday, August 19th, 2006 10:25 pm (UTC)
Ah, I think I've seen you in passing.

I have been belting round in a maroon top and skirt, coupled with a pair of boots today.

Currently sitting on the ground floor of The Hub.

Alice.